transform. change. rebirth. renew. whatever.

Hey people=/ haha i just finished watching despicable me=] movie marathon huh?! Umm it was really touching luh. Typical storyline though. Um. Characters were really interesting. Minions were super cute. villians were stinking pushovers. heroes(well in this case the villian:)) were typical. yeah so that sums it up haha my rating is 6 over 10 haha. okay maybe im just a lil' biased=> but how are expected not to be after watching INCEPTION?? yeah. I guess i should really stop being a flawed individual huh. Ive decided to change for the better- become a better person. Always striving for perfection so as to not hurt others with my inperfection=] yeah. today marks another important chapter of my otherwise short life. So yeah. Ill be praying for change tonight=] I know that i can rely on one being whos always beside me no matter what=] i pray that his fire will fall down on me=]
"You've changed it all
You broke down the wall
When I spoke and confessed
In you I am blessed
Now I walk in the light
In victorious sight of you"

Regeneration

haha hey people=] wishes DO come true=D ahha=] So i went to watch Inception yesterday(starring leonardo di caprio and ken watanabe + a whole shitload of stars i dont even bother trying to remember) First of all let me get something out- this movie is and absolute MINDFUCK movie=] Its very complicated and the plot is superb at worse. I have to say di caprio is an absolutely MINDBLOWING actor, his acting is really good=] So all in all this is christopher Nolans magnum opus=] haha okay so that was yesterday=] Today was really something i looked forward to but i ended up disappointing people=/ Stupid me i guess. Haha BUT i did apologize and now that incident is(hopefully) forgotten=] yeah. I might be going to watch ANOTHER movie- despicable me/sorcerers apprentice/inception(yes people, AGAIN) haha thats cuz inception is simply too good to watch only once=] haha surely spending 7.50 bucks aint too much for rewarding good'ol chris nolan for over 4years of work for this film?!? AND, he made another of my all time favorite films- yes people, DARK KNIGHT=] HAHA JOKER FTW=] yupyup so see ya later alligators=]

ps sorry for the rather disjointed post=] ill post again hopefully tonight=]

i wish

today was uneventful and screwed-up. -.- i wish things would just start to look up for me=/

bye.

23/7/010

Today was fucking awful. nuff' said...

Its a crime you let it happen to me

Hey people=]

Things are starting to look up for me i guess=] there are however a few hiccups here and there=/ Okay fine maybe there are hiccups EVERYWHERE. haha but at least im not so depressed anymore eh? Haha science test today was rally screwed up=/ its either i get like really high or i screw up- BIG TIME. yeah. gotta go, ciao=]

You'r the part of me i dont want to see

Hello people:] yeah. Today was really... something else. First part of the day was shit. Got caught cuz my socks were"low" > bought new socks> wasted $2.50> got punished for not waiting to get scolded for socks which i was already being punished for=> yeah. Haha kudos to all who approached me to try and cheer me up=] Srsly people, thanks=] Yeah so there was racial harmony day today- it was really quite interesting i have to say. Better than i expected, but still a li'l boring=/ yeah. Then i found out bout a new "event" which brought me to new heights of depression. But. After a while, i realised that this piece news was really what cheered me up luh=] Lets just say it made me realise an important lesson=] yup. But dont get me wrong people, im STILL depressed=] but not as much luh=> haha yupyup. Have a science test tmr, arghh. stressful shizzle=/ Yeahp i think thats all for now=]

Forget it forget it forget.

Hey people. Im not sure which is worse- putting up a facade of happiness or just to let it out and have this aura of negativity hanging around me. Fuck this shit. Why do i continue to look happy and fine when im clearly not? -sigh- Just give me a reason to be happy. give me a sign. give me something to look forward to. You know what? Ive finally realised why i put up with this nonsense. I just dont want others to get affected by me- i mean, i feel bad speading shit around me so i just bottle it up. And this process just continues everyday. Three hundred and sixty five fucking days later im just going to explode. sigh. Im totally alone here=> you know what? forget it=] have a nice day people=]

Ill follow you if you follow me

Hey people. Posting for the sake of it i guess. Ive not really been in a good mood lately. haha why's that so? not sure myself. Been listening to Breaking benjamin lately!! Yup their songs are always damn meaningful( well most of em) so when im emo-ish ill just listen to em and wallow in self pity...=] Listening to "follow" right now( thus the title ) awesome song. Yup. hell, im really not in the mood right now. Im unsure whether or not to even delete this post and NOT post instead. Anw, had oral today- thought i couldve done a better job i guess. yeah, ive decided to post anw.

bye.

5 months, 5 days

Its been four days since i last posted=] its been five months since i last got sick=] Haha what a coincidence. Yes people im sick- fever and the flu. gosh this sucks, sucky shit, i even have a slight sore throat!! haha yup. And whats worse?- i got forced to attend remedial, even after i explained to my teacher that i was unwell!! ha. unlucky me i guess=/-shrugs- Haha speech day was.. okay-ish i guess? haha only the italy competition group+some other people performed i think?! And speaking of Italy, i miss that place to bits man. Haha okay ill stop moaning and sleep now i guess=] bye!
ps- its been a rather disjointed post but i promise ill post another more... substantial one next time=]

showdown

Aww shucks, it seems that the whole world is rooting for spain t'night-.- Tonight, i will be supporting Netherlands cuz spain knocked Germany out in the semis=/ SO GO NETHERLANDS!!! yup. haha the day so far has been pretty mundane if you ask me- went to church in the morning, bought back subway for lunch, did some mathematics and now, using the computer. I might be using the computer later again so i might consider considering to consider posting again=] Haha. ill be watching the match later on at night/in the morning. Haha i cant really post a proper one now cuz all thats running through my mind right now is this-
Netherlands, netherlands, netherlands!!!(dont get me wrong!!! im still a german fan=]) haha i really hope either mueller(germany) or sneijder(netherlands) win the golden boot award=] At the moment, david villa(spain), sneijder(netherlands), forlan(uraguay) and mueller(germany) are tied with 5 goals apeice so yeah=] kay thatll be all for now=]

Time passes like a blur

Its funny how time passes so fast=/ It seemed like one month just passed in like one week=/ AND, my last post was like 3weeks ago. So here i am typing. my youth day was spent like someone who is way past his youth-.- tuition-> chinese revision-> Math-> Sleep. Yep. But anw there were a few good events which made my days bearable i guess=] hmm, FIRSTLY, i have finally established contact with my primary school best(ex) friend currently studying in Perth- WIRA=]]]] Hes coming back here in two months so im utterly excited=D hmmm, what else... OH yes!!! I watched ECLIPSE with my sister on Saturday=] Its been quite long since i went out with her so yeah, thats definitely a plus point. But i have to say the movie was spectacular=] Although usually i aint a sucker for romantic shows, this one was something else, AND I AM A TWILIGHT FAN=] SO yes go catch it, itll be worth the cash. Apparently i dont have anything else to say so yeah

Ciao suckers=]